| The following Essay appeared in the July issue of The Furrow: with thanks to Fr Ronan Drury: Dream of a Fair Field Ireland, in the early part of this the twenty-first century, has become an island of greed and sorrow; we have become a nation where the gathering of wealth, no matter what is damaged or who is downtrodden along the way, takes precedence over traditional generosity and Christian belief. We are a county where violence, the thrust for power, collaboration with the US weaponry of war, torture and untruth, the sufferings of the poor, the ill and infirm, oh all of the conditions associated with a ‘third world’ country. . . dominate; and all of this has thrown a distress into the soul that is not easy to deal with. As an aspiring poet, I have found that it has become more and more difficult to write. There is needed a tranquillity of spirit to allow the circumstances of our living to acquire resonance, depth and understanding, but the immediacy and speed of developments are inimical to that tranquillity of spirit. Furthermore, it has become (and there is no other way of saying this) fashionable to deny the validity of religion and religious practices. The ground of all my living and writing has been an attempt to fashion a language and imagery suitable to the translation of Christian faith in these modern times, and for this I have suffered ridicule and rejection, as a matter of course. How can a poem stand against the United Sates/Israel military machine? How can it bring a sense of integrity and morality to a political system in our own country that works by subterfuge, aiming at perpetuation of power rather than the good of the citizens when political life has become shameful and overtly dismissive of the deeper values by which Christianity ought to flourish. A poet may be noisily praised and lauded in public but is ignored and dismissed as having nothing ‘real’ to offer to the ‘real’ world. I speak of this as the censorship of indifference and this country is rife with it. I have re-read Isaiah, that great prophet and poet and, (even if ‘he’ is a gathering of several writers), find the work challenging and uplifting. He spoke out, against his own will, to emphasise the truth of his vision of God to a people suffering their own ills. In the book there is a series of pieces, “Songs of the Suffering Servant”, where the author complains of the indifference of the people to his message. If my faith in the beauty and worth of the Christian heritage to which I owe all hope, urges me to write in order to do what I can to redeem that heritage, then I feel an obligation so to do. I do not compare myself to Isaiah, but one is allowed to echo the work, to recapture its spirit for one’s own times:
resentful silence; I complain the inadequacy of words as instruments of peace – as it has been, and now, and may all a life-time, be. The words shift before me, blown sand, blown ash – chill April days, rooks squabbling in the naked trees – and I sieve words, to piece together what the Lord God lays cruelly on my tongue. I have seen morning upon morning weariness on an island without meaning. And I am weak, rebellious, weak again; I wait, listening. I have hid for shame, have ducked my head before the dryly critical. Here, at the roots of trees, the lost twigs of the rookery. Invisibly the God helps, I will not be confounded; He who justifies is near me, touches me, the way the first warm breeze of spring touches. I, too, grow old like a much-used overcoat, ripped raw like a gardener’s glove. I was brought up to believe in a Christ who is the spoken name (the Word) and nature of the Creator, our Source and Sustenance. That name and nature have always signified, for me, love and service. It is a love that works its way through the very flesh and bones of the earth, through all things, all creatures. From the wild and wonderful beauty of Achill Island, I learned to associate rock and ocean, tree and insect, to the destiny of humanity and find that reading justified in St Paul, in the overwhelming beauty of Romans chapter eight. And it is the blood of the Christ that suffuses this earth, as it suffuses our beings in Communion. The Christ bleeds still: and I find it my great need to try and speak out, in the only way I know how:
A slow mist fistles across the alder leaves; rushes stand, still as rust-haired soldiers waiting; sheep, trailing wool and brambles, shift lethargically in the fields; morning, and I know – because I have not spoken – I have unclean lips and the roof of my mouth is turf-grit dry. Fuchsia blossoms hang in their scarlet miracles and rhododendron woods swell in their extravagance; burn my tongue, I pray, with a live coal that words on fire and unexpected might yet flame across the darkening spaces. Too soon evening sunlight on the mountain slopes will cast shadow-clouds – spirit-thunderers, truth-falls – its maps of the difficult boroughs of the sky. It is a question, too, of language. Of course I miss the great poetry of the psalms, the Song of Songs, the Book of Revelation. I find the dreary forced ‘modernity’ of music at Mass now wholly wearying, after the glories of Bach and Palestrina. I find that the Christian message is being couched today in a language that is lowered in intensity and seriousness to accommodate a lethargic faith. I know that the use of words like “immaculate conception”, “transubstantiation”, “pyx”, even commoner words like “sacrament” and “mercy”, are almost meaningless to a younger generation. Christmas has become a time (now months long) for spending and buying, for overeating and over drinking; Easter has become a time for Chocolate eggs and bunnies and the notion of Lent has become an opportunity to try, once again, to ease back (for the sake of one’s health) on smoking or alcohol. I know I exaggerate a little, but only, I think, a little. And all of the ills to which our society is subject, relate back to a lack of structure in life, to a failure of purpose. If motivation gives energy to act, then lack of motivation leads to lethargy, depression and even suicide. Christ back, then, upon Irish souls! Rarely does one get an opportunity to confront the politicians, those to whom we once looked for leadership and now look on with wholly jaundiced eyes. But when an election comes upon us, so do the politicians, creeping from door to door, begging. I have taken this moment as the urgency of a poem that attempts an overview of our time. It begins with a calling to my door one Sunday morning; I was, in fact, about to head out to Mass, after a walk in the local park; smitten, as I so often am, by the beauty and variety of the physical universe as well as by its violence and indifference, I was in no mood to stand quietly and receptively before the blandishments and hollow promises of a politician.
I I have been walking amongst weeds and wilderness over by ponds in the suburban park; eye of the goldeneye, claw of the water rail, a rat gone dunking down the hollowed heart of a tree; a heron, rakish-thin, stands above me as Donne the preacher might have stood admonishing. The rowan tree by the front door has loosed its berries and the cowering earth is rich with knowledge of the ways of God. Soon he who is beggar, who would be governor, will stand at the door, and knock; suave and discrete in his light blue shirt, pink tie, his golfer cufflinks, he will be braced with promises, with gorgeous lies bristling like nostril-hairs, like down-tufts in his ears. The ministerial car parked around the corner, its engine running. I find it my task to point out, in so far as I am able, through poetry just such a contradiction, that this “cowering” earth is exemplar to how humankind should stand in relation to unquestioning obedience to the will of God. The man at my door, I was well aware, was typical politician, and the words above are an attempt to convey my feelings without actually ‘preaching’. If poetry is to work, then it needs that distance that takes it away from rhetoric and controversy and it is precisely that distance that is difficult to find when emotions are actually running high. I had been reading Isaiah’s terrifying prophecies: II I had been taken by the last things, end-days when the mountains would come keeling over, burying the villages that had forgotten God; I saw nations flow like torrents into a broiling sea, who had turned their metals into gold, their minerals into smart bombs. Is it a small thing, I will ask him, that on your watch the bones of children lie bleaching in the sun? He'll say: there will be lavender and roses, the hair-fluff on his manly wrists shivering. I will be nervous but will say, you are government, the spoils of the poor are in your home; they sit on plastic seats in supermarket doors while you slip by in your Mercedes-Benz S-Class, not knowing God will be standing out at the street crossing, waiting. You will want to run him down and grind his bones into the tar. Oh dear, these, of course, are the words I wanted to speak to him, but would they come out in the fervour of moments standing at the door? Of course not; how many of us remember exactly what we wanted to say, and how to say it, long after the opportunity has passed us by! We look to our politicians to bring order and harmony to our society, or at least we used to; nowadays, as it has always been, poetry looks more to the order and harmony of the physical world about us. III That we – even in the labyrinthine dustways of the suburbs – are formed of, and are one with ocean, that our names are written on the hill slopes in white sea-stones, that the cries we hear at night are the cries of the drowned that go drifting by in clean bone-constructs or in the guts of shoals – a high uninterrupted crying that must be part of the loud hosanna, biddable, like the chough in acrobatic flight where scream echoes to blood against the cliffs, or like the cock-eyed sparrow bathing himself in dust by the back door, eyed by the tomcat arrogantly spraying car-wheel and shrub in manicured pathway – does all this make you say there is no order to the winds? Nor therefore, order in the labyrinthine dustways of our lives. The deepest order and harmony that we can be aware of, is that which Christ, the breathed-out nature of our God, has shown us and it is that same Christ that we have put to death, and put to death again, over and over. In Ireland, our awareness too that the Mother of Christ suffered along with her son and touches our hearts most closely, has also seemed to be hidden away in embarrassed confusion. To a poet attempting to touch on these subjects once again, there arises an awareness of personal unworthiness, of one’s own ongoing need for forgiveness. And yet the urge to cry out, in the face of the overwhelming violence of our times, takes precedence over such diffidence.
There was a violent death – exquisite pain – foreshadowed, many times rehearsed, the mother’s hands raised in a gesture of anguish, questioning how can this be, and why? The ocean’s sound falling against the beach could be the sound he heard birthing on that hill out of that womb, could be the sound that is a restless and shifting violence in the blood. Times were when I could weep for him, weep for myself and for my children, weep for betrayal, for forgiveness that I need seventy times seven and every day. Childmother sits, innocent, hands stretched wide as the bay’s embrace, though querulous; the son lies dead between her knees, eyes closed and head lolling in heaviness. Violence gaining dominion, the bullying human, the hectoring. Having vented such thoughts, interiorly, and long after the event, and having failed once again to stammer them in actuality to the ears that would, no doubt, be closed against them, I accepted his piece of publicity, he smiled and went on his way, unperturbed. But later the poem comes, much later and now it can take years before a collection of poetry will appear and the rare poetry journals do not like to take on longer pieces of work, so one feels as if the cries are truly those of one mewling in the wilderness. But one mewls on, dropping the words like individual drops of water into a salt ocean.
Because you are ashamed of God, when the cities of your hands crumble in unimaginable heat you will bow down your heads, your mountains will blow in dust before the winds; you have turned your face from the facts of war, you have been paid in cash; you will thrive, for yet a while, a little while, for yet a very little while. It is said Isaiah was a small man insignificant and balding – fist knuckled against his head to hide embarrassment – but of the people, a fire blazed unquenchably in his heart; one lazy eye could see down the corridor of centuries, how the child, uncouth and cradled in a crib, would start to burn all flesh to the purest nib, and blow the ash of all that lived into everlasting dust. I will close the door, softly; he will turn, walk down the drive and knock, smiling, at the next door. The prophet Jonah was also unwilling to go and speak God’s word. Religious poetry, though the tradition of such work in English is truly a magnificent one (Donne, Herbert, Milton, Hopkins, Eliot. . .) is often summarily rejected, not for its form, language or worth, but because there are many who presume that once the subject touches on religion, then the poetry does not exist. It is a blindingly foolish approach; one might as well reject out of hand all poetry that touches on swans, or that deals with shipwrecks, or touches on the dejecta of a city’s alleyways. Yet a Christian holds that the justice of God is tempered always with love, a fact that annoyed Jonah when his prophecies ultimately were overturned by such a love. Kill me, the prophet Jonah said to a demanding God, because your steadfast love undermines all justice. Your gift, God said, has been mine to give, and yours, simply to accept. And so, before the crazy building of the new and grasping Ireland, where so much of our countryside lies like lopped limbs in a war zone, while men in daffodil-yellow hard hats move about like robots carrying wooden planks, it is easy to lose heart; I have been figuring, in a place apart, if this is stitching or unstitching of the world. I would host the bones requiem these days, over ocean juggernauts, mosquito jets masterful in their economies, their deconstructions; in our economic victories such spiritual defeat! Contemporary society is amused, perhaps even a little bemused, by poetry and generally mocking of religious poetry. And yet I dream on, and attempt to turn my dream of a newly Christian Ireland into some reality, at least a reality in language.
And in the dream thousands of young women and men were wading slowly out into the lake while the oozing bottom-mud sucked them further and further until they disappeared with that soundless yowl possible only in dreams though audible day by day around us, here, in this country, and now, at this time. Can a poem touch on the heart of politics? Can it tell how the blood-sheen on claw and bill of the chough is beautiful beyond their machinations? Do they know how good it is to sleep by an uncurtained window while the dark side of the mountain looms as guardian and a high star shades from gold to turquoise-white? Can they tell how the skylark fills its own lake full high above the sand-dunes with water-fire music, can they bring the scent of cotton, of heather and the warming bog into their chambers where they hurl lies and accusations across our hurting space? The Christ, the poem says, waltzed across lake water, he is alive, in light, and stone, and bone and do you hear Him? You the anointed of the people, the disappointed, the disappointing. |